Sunday, December 11, 2011

TheMe Project

There has been a lot weighing on my heart that past couple of days, and as the Lord is showing me...other people have a lot on their hearts as well. I've decided to start something called theme project. Where it is supposed to be read as: "the me project." It will be a time where whatever is on your heart can be posted. I've asked a few friends to help...to get it started. I would love to see this flourish into a project similar to post secret, just on a way smaller scale. Some of the writings may be ramblings, almost self-conscious surrenderings of my heart to God, but any feedback (anonymous to the public of course) is greatly appreciated. I know I am not the only one who struggles with not having a way to fully express thoughts or feelings into solidified words...but who's to say it's not worth the try?

   "You are wanting me to understand where you're coming from. I'm going to tell you I'm trying because I have been. You see, it's hard for me to understand how you truly feel about me when the only time you show any sort of care at all is when I've done something you are embarrassed or ashamed of. How am I supposed to react to that? I am confused. I want to give up on you and I but is that really doing anything about this problem? You say you love me, but all I am receiving is the same "so-called love" I felt from everyone else when I was younger. Do I blame you, of course not. Am I lost? Absolutely and I'm seeking help because I don't want to lose you. I'm tired though because I would do anything for you, but life seems to be pulling us further apart.  --me."

"weight has shifted.
felt, but different
tears fall often.
some, no reason
judgment felt.
has it really existed?
escape can come.
who does it benefit?
home. here. there.
my mind's drifted.
   uplifted. He's lifting me up."

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